In this podcast episode, the focus is on Fyodor Dostoevsky's *Notes From Underground*, particularly examining the main character's deep nihilism and his struggle to form connections with others. Known as the Underground Man, he is highly intelligent yet profoundly unhappy, rejecting rational thought and societal norms, which leaves him in a state of introspective stillness. The discussion delves into his nihilistic outlook through Keiji Nishitani's philosophical perspective, emphasizing the character's dismissal of love while also recognizing the healing power of suffering, confession, and unconditional love as possible routes to liberation. Dostoevsky artfully contrasts the Underground Man's quest for personal freedom with the essential need for interdependence and authentic connections to achieve a meaningful life.